founders brought me jen smeage, rachel from the farm, rachelle, the new girl from alaska. talking with jill devries is much more entertaining after 1.5 beers. we left morgan+crusties at a house show barreling toward destruction and noise. (i came home later to gashes in the floors and police footprints)
the present is here and it isn't awesome. becoming aware of time and change by recalling past experiences or looking at photos or seeing old friends compells me to also take note of the present. usually i see myself further, smarter, larger, more reasonable, more attractive. i don't know why this is- lots of it is probably a false sense of progression and security, but regardless, i'm very aware right now of how much i don't feel better. i'm not on top of my social life, what i'm wearing, what i'm listening to, what i'm 'into'. maybe this is good for me, but i don't feel confident. i don't feel apart, and i dont feel inspired.
ryne is another one of those striking human presences.
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