red wine, 150 moving away party, lukedot

it is amazing and disturbing how much my perception of this space has changed. this house- my interactions with it, my familiarity with it. i remember it feeling so astranged from human life (something a home should be intimately connected to) and so overwhelmingly large. i couldn't keep track of it, it's energy was too much to keep in my conscious at once.

however, after hosting that party today and feeling more ownership of this place, i realized how comfortable i've become here. i am able to see myself existing in this place and i've adapted into a realm of functionality- it's amazing. given enough time, we people can adjust to just about any space.